Sunday, March 26, 2006
Quick note

One of the "things" about living in and dating someone from a small town is that you'll always bump into someone who hasn't seen you in months who asks how the ex is doing. And then I have to politely tell them that I don't know, and that we no longer talk.

Ackward, yes. But it's actually become part of my weekly routine.

Ok, tomorrow maybe I'll actually get some work done - this being really busy shit is for the birds.


Friday, March 24, 2006
Oh, and may I add

To the dude who gave me a 2 page myspace message INCLUDING his phone number...

Sweet Christ on a stick, man. No.

I appreciate the offer, but apparantly I've called Lady Luck fat or something and she's fighting back like a sonnovabitch.

So yeah. So "no" it hurts.



So yeah - he called today and called it off. He had just gotten out of a relationship (which I knew) with a girl who sounds really nice but not right for him, but he isn't over her.

He was honest and nice and felt really bad. I'm so terribly cool with this it blows my mind.

See - I can act like a grown-up if you treat me like one.

The only thing is, I still hate feeling like I've been rejected, EVEN if it is to something so honest and understandable as lingering feelings for a very very recent ex.

That's too bad. Who knows where this would've gone, but it was really pretty damn good. And yeah - I didn't know exactly how I felt, but it felt good to be pursued like that.


Thursday, March 23, 2006
Mums the word

I don't want to talk about it, let alone jinx the thing, but I had a great date Tuesday which involved me not getting home until Wednesday (shut up you haters - I'm not THAT big of a whooooer...)


I drunk dialed him twice tonight. (I know! Twice!) But that's cool because our mutual friends said I should... My concern is, though, is that although I'm still on the fence as to the potential in this, I obviously think he's cool enough to hang out more but I feel that since he was so instant upon our date Friday that he shoulda called me by now to figure it out.

Don't get me wrong - his friends (and, well him) have pretty much told me how he feels, so I don't think this is a case of "not that into you", but me shooting for a little hang-out time on a Thursday night isn't that unheard of.

I'm just sayin'...

Dude. Pick up your phone and call me. It's easy, and trust me, I know you want to. We had a great time. Let's trump that with date two...


Sunday, March 19, 2006
Ok, I have to go to bed

But in the meantime -

Screw you ex, for showing up at the bar where I was for my (our) friend's 30th birthday. Screw you for everything. I helped PLAN that party, and *poof* - there you and your short stack are.


Yay me for getting a phone number of a decent guy tonight, and having one pining in the wings. Yay me for not even acknowledging the ex, let alone for being a very brave girl and staying for a few hours while he was there. Yay my dear friends who not only told me that I was better than this/him, but for giving me a heads up that he was on his way (and that's his best friend!).

And, yay for me potentially having a date this week, for not blowing my shit all over that stupid lame asshole ex, and for being a brave little soldier.

Oh, and for not getting sick after the sheer amount of alcohol I consumed this evening.


Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I think I need a 12 step program

I cannot, CANNOT, stop listening to OAR. Not sure why, but it's all that has been in my headphones for over a day.

Oh, and PK - this beast has taken an artistic turn. (So far - I really like it!) But I have to jump in the shower and get it uploaded when I get home tonight - expect emails laaaater. :)


Good God, is it morning already?

I haven't stayed up this late on a "school night" in ages.

I can't quiet my head, and for once it has nothing to do with boys. Well, with my exes, anyway.

Seriously. Bed. Now.

I've got to gets meself up early and wow the hell out of PK tomorrow - girlie girl - making slow but steady progress on that page of yours... more in the morning.


Thursday, March 02, 2006

Damn you, "Mr. SetUp, for getting a sassy new haircut that makes you look remotely hot.

Damn you for telling my friend that you are really interested only to have to have her tell you that I'm unfortunately not.

Damn you for being completely okay with that.

Man. Even though you are all wrong for me, you are making it actually slightly difficult not to be all up in your business.

(No worries, kayde - I'm still not going to go out with him.)


Wednesday, March 01, 2006
A small confession

Is it so wrong to be totally addicted to the Craigslist personals, and not because I'm looking to meet anybody or anything, but just because WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE??.


Total time-waster. Consider my mornings a total loss.